illumina-triquetra

2009-05-27T12:32:00.001+08:00

my life has been like a whirlwind

2009-05-25T17:16:00.002+08:00

Night at the Museum 2 was super-hilarious!
thanks bf for bringing me to Iluma
the pharaoh, u're super funny!
learnt a new word, its not a dress ppl,
its a TUNIC!
there, another word added to ur vocabulary
2 thumbs-up plus my toes too~

orites, so in need of another beach session
with the bf and i hope the gfs will come too!
let's race at the Luge yo!
and aidah, u still owe me one big fat super-tinggi SKYRIDE!

ouh! another new addition to my list of newfound frens,
the matreps of Lancer drivers.
haaaah!
ooopsss they are not so young afterall
kan bf?

anyways, knocking of from work soon
see u at ESSO
let's picnic again by the expressway babe~

x0x0
Minah-tak-suka-main-game-but-hooked-automatically

2009-05-21T18:15:00.001+08:00

Congratulations to Kris Allen for being the new AI S8!

eventho I'd prefer Adam to Kris,
but You stole my heart with your unforgettable Heartless rendition

Dear Mr. Kanye,
his is better than yours.
=)

2009-05-18T12:01:00.003+08:00

Red Bull X fighters was superb rite?
yeah, i was totally motivated
A-di! I nak ambik lesen and do all those stunts!
OKay?!
yah yah, prolly he tinks im crazy
i tink so too~

anyway, Happy belated burstdy Wan Chicken!
wey, cheer up and kampeii okay

hmm, on another sarcasm note,
someone's growing fleshier i see
oh well, might as well, U're FAT girl!
huuhuuu
be careful on ur day
dun wana look ugly right?
hmm, better take ur measurements again
before u really can't fit into ur tailored dress~

and pls, shoo off ur mini-worthless off my ass
wudn't want the same ting to be spit back at u rite?
i mean, after u've spit at me? ooh! yah, its now UR TURN
yeah, might as well, spin ur fortune off to bankruptcy

Best of luck
Xoxo~

2009-05-15T10:19:00.003+08:00

- gives u hell

to YOU
enjoy this piece of video
and Ima so giving u hell
soon~

oh yes, i went to all tis trouble to find the most purrfect song for YOU
so please, enjoy it okay

few lines to highlight
oh y not just sing along to all of it, u are everything

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 base
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now wheres you picket fence love
And wheres that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You’ve never seem so tense love
I’ve never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I’m lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you’ll be thinking to yourself
Where’d it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I’m lying

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you’ll never see, what you’ve done to me
You can take back your memories there no good to me
And he’s here’s all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well
Then he’s a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When hear this song and you sing along oh you’ll never tell
Then you’re the fool, I’m just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

cool~
oh! xoxo you

2009-04-26T07:19:00.003+08:00

i had just visited you yesterday

i could see that you're really in pain

deep down in my heart, I wish I cud tell them to let u go

but I know that will saddened everyone

and now, you're gone.

innalillah...

2009-04-23T11:45:00.001+08:00

we're left with 10months (minus minus)

i'm so gona enjoy my last few moments of being a Ms!

bf, i love you still!

2009-04-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

2009-04-16T18:31:00.003+08:00

Dear Whoever is reading my dumb diary,

Are you sure you're supposed to be reading somebody else' diary?
If I did not give YOU permission, YOU had better stop right now.

If you are my parents, then YES, I know that I am not allowed to call people
idiots and fools and goons and half-wits and gerds and all that, but
this is a diary, and I didn't actually "call" them anything.
I wrote it.
And if you punish me for it, then I know that you read my diary,
which I am not giving you permission to do.

Now, by the power vested in me,
I do promise that everything in this diary is true,
or at least as true as I think it needs to be.

i wonder what these kids are thinking
well, its someting i took from my niece's library book
damn...

2009-04-02T10:21:00.001+08:00

i do not wish to be a total nag

but i think i'd rather be one than be a suck-up to others

so dear bf, be a man!

yeah

2009-04-01T16:05:00.002+08:00

so, i've been exactly 2mths engaged
and i didnt feel a thing, but mygod! please faster2 saya nak kawin la
and nearly 5 years together with the bf
still in love with u, thank god
going half-crazy with the surveying and the reccee-ing
but nvm, the excuse of seeing more of bf hah!
and have been seeing more of my gfs lately
eh please eh, b4 aku kawin kita enjoy dulu!
weeee~

so, dgn tak tau malu-nya saya mahu mengingatkan
GFS! bachelorette nite mesti ON ok...!
let's all bunk in together for the nite.
aku suka!

2009-03-03T10:28:00.001+08:00

this pair makes me sick!

2009-02-25T17:40:00.001+08:00

he said the soonest i cud get pregnant is early next year

OMG!

2009-02-10T16:10:00.000+08:00

2009-02-08T02:11:00.001+08:00

i must say
this recent movie that i watched
really made me feel a bit more certain abt my heart

dear fiance, i love you

2009-01-25T06:26:00.002+08:00

i have faith in you
and i believe you can pull me from this pit
as after that time of talking to you
i kept thinking of you
deep down in my heart,
saying you are the one to pull me out

-words from the ex-bf

2009-01-22T15:54:00.000+08:00

few things that lightened my spirit

and i feel like i've known you for donkey dog years la!

2009-01-19T15:22:00.002+08:00

met you and im so sad

please take extra good care of yourself

i noe u will recover soon

and we can hit the streets together again

love you babe

2009-01-15T09:30:00.001+08:00

it's my

fcuken birthday!

thank you for all the endless wishes

guess you're the only one who's forgotten abt it

thank you as well.

2009-01-12T14:18:00.001+08:00

~~mak andam~~

~~berkat~~

~~bunga rampai~~

~~caterer~~

~~tables and chairs~~

~~function room~~

~~gifts~~

~~dulangs~~

so, get me engaged people!

2009-01-09T14:28:00.002+08:00

i think i'm excited for the wrong reasons,

i'm excited that my gf will spend a nite with me,

i'm excited buying all the unneccessary stuffs for his gifts,

i'm excited being a confused, pressurised event organiser,

and i'm excited abt my soon-to-get dream bag.

as for getting engaged, entah eh.

not yet excited.

boooo!

2009-01-08T15:11:00.003+08:00

i'm falling in love with you once again

2009-01-05T12:31:00.002+08:00

at first i thot i was like this

but then, after striking out some chores,

i'm like this now

so, here's my to-do chores

~~mak andam~~

~~caterer~~

gubahan

berkat

bunga rampai

tables/chairs + skirting

~~the ring + 1 item~~

anything else im missing?

oh yah!

him

2009-01-02T16:03:00.001+08:00

That was soo me last time,

so relax hunny,

u will get ur turn soon.

just be patient.

and have faith that everything's gona be alright

2008-12-30T00:53:00.004+08:00

i told him,
di, rabu ni ada orang nak masuk meminang i.
he said,
good for you la.

den he said,
mi, my family pun nak masuk meminang orang this wed
i said,
congrats di

and he said,
i tak tau saper sey,
but if you, tak best la gini.

stupid blardy idiot!

2008-12-24T11:37:00.001+08:00

so, it shall be on:

Date: 31st January 2009

Time: 1pm-11pm (ahaha. to be confirmed)

Venue: Euphony Gardens Condo, Jln Mata Ayer

So ladies, dress in red.

and please bring Yoghurt!

hurhur

2008-12-22T18:06:00.004+08:00

04-143

yes. alhamdulillah.

after soo long the await finally ended.

and we were contented. yes bf?

well, i did cause a mini-chaos for a moment

kesian bf. haaahha

but hey bf, we are so gona live there together!

yippee

2008-12-18T17:53:00.002+08:00

I need to:

1. collect cupcakes for this saturday

2. set-up tables and skirtings tis friday

3. drag bf to my sis' place this friday

4. fill up HLE form

5. collect my Solitaire

6. hunt for more stuffs to put on dulangs

7. upload DnD pictures

8. blog about yesterday's affairs

9. start ring hunting for him

10. make up my blardy mind about what I want!

there.... and more to come.

too embarrassed to list all.

list aku panjang sekali

2008-12-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

2008-12-15T14:49:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAY INN RESORT WAS GOOD!

only if the staffs or even best the owner can see tis

and offer me a year's FREE stay + amenities

hahahaha

dream onnn... or maybe i shud try wishing upon star

anyways,

the SPA was superb. realy felt like in Bali

yes buk, the pressure was fine.

in fact great.

had a goodnite sleep

My hair smoothing is fine.

and cheap la for a do in a 5-star resort

and mani-pedi not to be missed

eventho she injured my toes and one finger til bleed.

hurhur

and i must say,

i must go back again

and this time, even longer days

correct wahai bakal tunangku?

ahahahaha

til then, i'm not willing to let go of my mini-vac yet

so.. luvs, pegi.. kalao tak.. rugi.

tsk

2008-12-12T10:17:00.002+08:00

i dunwan to say much la,

but at the same time i'm filled with happiness

overwhelmingly

I'm getting engaged!

yes darls,

please grace to my occasion

and wear red

so's to speak, my girls Nanz and Dee are talking

aarhhhh

i'm freaking out big time now

2008-12-11T15:55:00.002+08:00

yah, i'm done with these two.

and a whole load couple more movies to go

bf, sorri, i can't wait for u.

hurhur

2008-12-10T11:23:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah

i looked up to the moon,

it was ever soo beautiful yesterday

I was, and still am very much thankful

thank you God!

my wish has come true.

now, let's starting counting..

dear bf,

thank you!

2008-12-05T14:30:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the very much needed girls' nite for me

it was all so last minute plan,

eventhough I managed to make an official RSVP event in FB

hurhur

thanks Juweets, Nanz and Tauke for the blastful nite

yeah yeah I was the star karat-tapi-saham-masih-naik

but it turned out so damn enjoyable lar!

hmm, should I post that stupid monkey pictures here too?

i wonderr....

aidah sssshh!

nani, we should punk'd aidah more!

ahaha

http://www.pegiprofilenurulscrolldownandclick.com

cool noohhh

Juweets, damn! u shud have stayed longer la

u soo hutang kita ais krim $2 ok

and Dha Cintaku sayang,

we shall see u soon too!

more nites of this plsss

2008-12-03T10:48:00.003+08:00

listen up.

2008-12-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

so we're gona do it

hen's night,

1 night-girls stand

a night of Twister, dance machine Bingo

and watevernot

so GOGs,

suggestions please

and nani,

screw them who don't appreciate us

they don't have a heart lor

2008-12-01T15:16:00.001+08:00

shall I say that

we have found the RIGHT place??

eeee.. bestnya!

tak sabar

tsk

2008-11-27T15:16:00.002+08:00

im still praying for tat little bit of miracle to happen

still hoping, and still wanting

badly

i want that house!!!

2008-11-25T16:38:00.002+08:00

i swear

for the upcoming DnD

since i am the DJ-tak-jadi-mcm-pro

i will play MY dance tracks!

so uncles and aunties,

bear with it

for the nite is meant for mlm muda mudi

weee~

shud i dress up as a kinky policewoman?

hmmm

2008-11-24T12:21:00.003+08:00

got the letter.

the much awaited date is 17th dec

time is 2pm.

venue: HDB

but yet, i'm troubled.

2008-11-20T15:22:00.004+08:00

directly quoted from Ross Wolinsky (crack.com)

here goes, she proclaimed

GOD handed me down these

10 Commandments of Facebook

for all to obey.

Follow them or you’ll go to hell.

Thou Shalt Not List Every Movie, TV Show, Band and

Book You Have Ever Heard Of In Your Profile

You’re not going to impress anyone. It’s the Internet.

Nobody is impressed by ANYTHING on the Internet

Thou Shalt Not “Poke” Indiscriminately

How about “Thou Shalt Not ‘Poke’ EVER” or

“Thou Shalt Not ‘Poke’ Because That Shit Is Completely Retarded And Pointless”?

Thou Shalt Not “Friend” People You Don’t Actually Know

send them all messages that say,

“WHO AM I? DEAR GOD, PLEASE TELL ME WHO I AM!”

Thou Shalt Not Use A Wall As A Private Messaging Function

appropriate vs inappropriate messages

Thou Shalt Not Join A Billion Groups

There’s nothing wrong with joining a few groups, but don’t go crazy.

Thou Shalt Not Use Stupid Apps

If you can’t figure out which is which, maybe Facebook isn’t the place for you

Thou Shalt Not Give “Gifts”

If you want to give me a “gift” of some kind -

like a butterfly, a pink striped thong, or an adorable panda -

give it to me in real life.

Thou Shalt Not Contact People From

Your Distant Past While Intoxicated

It’s nice to let old friends know what you’ve been up to,

but mixing Facebook with alcohol can be a potentially deadly combination.

Thou Shalt Not Update Thy Status Message

If Thine Status Hath Not Changed

(Or If You Have Nothing Clever To Say)

Wait until you either have something clever to say or

- godforbid - something happens before you update your status message

Thou Shalt Not Act Like You’re On MySpace

what it means? Well, STOP PIMPING YOUR PAGE!

but still,

who can ever have total self-control?

my hands are always itchy to press the button.

that's me!

2008-11-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

when the sun is overthrown

when the stars fall

when the mountains vanished

when the camels big with young and abandoned

when the wild beasts are herded together

when the seas rise

when the souls are sorted

when the female infants whos buried alive asks for what crime she was killed

when the books are opened

when the sky is torn away

then every soul will know what it is done

-depicts from The Message: Story of Islam 1976

you've given me peace.

and understanding.

I'm proud to embrace Islam right from the start

aren't you?

2008-11-18T15:17:00.003+08:00

nani got me started with FaceBook

well, finally, after tons of ppl persuaded me into tis

latebloomer? naaah. just plain lazy.

so I see... this is wat FaceBook is all about

not bad not bad

aniways, one highlight need to share here

how I wish I can fucking sent any gifts to anyone

WITHOUT money involved!

yah!

FaceBook is like a sweet-fantasy-kasi org berangan kaya

so Nani, I've given u Tiffany's

what's next?

Ko nak Coach? Gucci? LV?

U name it, and U will get it man.

hmm, now what will happen to my Friendster?

2008-11-17T09:33:00.002+08:00

it's the Mum's berfdae.

no not my mummy, but his mum

so future mum in-law,

i took urgent half-day leave just for u hor

and dear mama,

ure still young lor.

so pls, act like one and

not be like some old conservative woman

tsk

Happy berfdae Mama!

2008-11-14T16:07:00.000+08:00

lelaki ini memang mencuri hatiku

adduuuiiiiii

2008-11-14T10:37:00.001+08:00

SEX AND THE CITY 2 is coming

watchout ladies

til the next 50!

2008-11-13T15:18:00.002+08:00

so i shall take back my words.

i, nurul balkis,

do not hate my bf.

period.

coz my bf was so sweet yesterday.

wic he wasn't the day before

and hence, i do not hate him.

yet. maybe.

period once again.

anyways, i'm going there!

so tak sabar nak mampos

2008-11-12T12:47:00.002+08:00

i think.

i'm beginning to hate my bf.

yes.

no regrets.

but den again.

i just feel like blogging this.

oh'well.

i hate you bf

2008-11-10T11:32:00.001+08:00

I want to be the next house bunny.

tsk

2008-11-07T15:11:00.001+08:00

its all about randomness

i want to take up

Masters in Empty Talk

period.

2008-11-06T16:27:00.003+08:00

eh people!

i've been good to almost everyone I noe,

of coz except for babi gemok bodoh,

and so-rude couple and emokid and mr.hostile

but i tink i had make up for it each day

yeahh, pretty much yah

so, i say

i want a superHUGE present for Xmas!

*winks*

remember to be nice people, or else..

no present from big fat Santa baby

2008-11-04T15:54:00.001+08:00

andd... you're officially 21 today!

so, let's watch RA, and go to casinos...!!

tsk

Happy Burstday luv

2008-11-03T10:09:00.001+08:00

2008-10-29T12:20:00.002+08:00

haiii!

nama saya Minah Gendon

dan

nama dia Mat Kental

btol btol btol

kalau nama glamer saya Drop-dead gorgeous Princess

dan nama dia Mat Handsome sangat-sangat

btol btol btol

bole muntahhh!

2008-10-28T11:32:00.001+08:00

tak tau nak tido ke mamat nie??

but, wen i meet you, i will surely kisskiss u larr

2008-10-28T10:32:00.002+08:00

i tink i dunwan to get out from this fairytale

that you've spun to me

endlessly, thru these moments,

i suka sangat-sangat!

betol! sumpah sangat-sangat jugakk

anyhoos, i'm still trying to figure out

how to make him appear in my dreams again

yaaah! im missing him more now

and i badly want to be in his arms again

and really soak in to that precious moments

and i dunwan to let go

how i wish!

and dear abah, i can't wait to see you again

2008-10-24T11:01:00.003+08:00

yesterday was his birthday

and i felt like crying

but i can't

at nite i dreamt of him

he came and we hugged

and i cried really bad

and he's gone.

but wen i woke up

i felt much relieved

as all my tears have dried up

and my much heartfelt misses for him was showered

Happy Birthday Abah

I miss you still, very very much

2008-10-22T14:38:00.003+08:00

i'm soo super pissed off with you

you blardy future bro-in-law!

tsk

on the lighter much happier note,

3 beautiful girls are growing a year older

dha, yati, nani

oh my.. oh my...

elin and dee

let's!

2008-10-21T14:28:00.001+08:00

a super long nite yesterday

but we were both very relieved

we've talked..

tho it's not fully solved

but

you felt very much lighter

yay!

psst.

GG ep7 OUT!

2008-10-15T16:08:00.002+08:00

i woke up one night

and shouted wow!

darlinnngss.

time is really running

and sooo fast

omg!

let's all hold hands

and embark together

WOW!

2008-10-14T16:52:00.003+08:00

Lipstick Jungle

Gossip Girl S2

Heroes S3

Desperate Housewives

Ugle Betty S3

Goda

Gol & Gincu

90210

tink tats about all

my Have-to-catch-up-die-die-must-watch TV list

2008-10-13T14:40:00.001+08:00

i got a helpless assistant

and im soo gona kill him

wana bring a parang to work

eyh! wake up la

ko dah tua.

asyik nak step blurr je

aku bunuh baru tau

tsk!

2008-10-10T17:08:00.001+08:00

2008-10-09T09:31:00.001+08:00

i want my future daughter to look like her
isn't she an angel?

apsal la mak bapak ko jambu nie

2008-10-06T11:39:00.004+08:00

saya cakap selamat hari raya
saya nak mintak ampun mintak maap
saya nak awak halalkan makan minum saya
dan saya nak duit raya

saya pun nak jadi princess!

psst! gamabar raya saya kat nurjunk.multiply.com

2008-09-30T05:51:00.001+08:00

coz I luv YOU and
you're the ONLY one that I luv

thank you d

2008-09-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

i wana be an F1 racer!
yaaahh

pics and posts will come up soon..

2008-09-26T13:09:00.003+08:00

ok so i have tons of work to do
and ive been doing them preetty slowly more than ever
and i do want to finish them up by today
i reallly do, but u see, i was trying to do work while watching movie at the same time,
well it's What Happens in Vegas
and so, I got totally distracted and all
and I just realised that Im now blogging abt it than doing work
*waves*
and my work screen is still the same like 2 hrs ago
huh! wat a total waste of time
and so, due to the much time wasted,
i've decided
i will now
watch SATC!
yes

xoxo

aniways, have i mention that I love BF to bits?
yes I do
and I do lar bf!
so, this is my final xoxo

xoxo

2008-09-25T08:36:00.003+08:00

no!
how can this be??
Biel and Timberlake?
rumoured to get wed?
urrghhhh! yes people. urghhh!

i still secretly prefer JT and BS
well cumon, they were once soo hot together
abg JT, please larr, u can soo do better than this
how about Rachel Bilson?
wooooo

2008-09-24T14:45:00.002+08:00

so it's official
i hate the Paladins
yaah really
stupid black man with white hair
and if you don't know who Im crapping about
ohhh... tats soo not important

selamat berpuasa
xoxo

2008-09-23T16:11:00.003+08:00

i'm going full swing on GG2
yah!
so frantically Sexcited
luvs, ep4 is out

watchout Amanda
B's so gona get u

2008-09-22T11:59:00.003+08:00

5 Reasons Why I Love You

You are a person with patience
sometimes can lose it though

You changed my life tremendously
dah rilek I sekarang, tak wild

You made me see that this world is a wonderful place to live
kalau tak, I da give up babe..

You made me see things in a positive way
Ok ok.. sometimes I degil!

You are the reason I'm still alive
kalau tak, takde live sey..

Yours Truly, Daddy Azlan

oh my darling oh my darling oh my darling Norazlan

2008-09-17T09:32:00.005+08:00

dear god
i have been a bad person
i've been pushing all those buffoons who pushed me,
be it in trains or in buses
i've been hogging the doors to prevent those extras from sardining in
and from kancheong people rushing out to switch trains
i've been shoving and thrusting my bag back and forth which i did on purpose
especially to those who truly deserve it
my bag may not be Gucci or LV or Prada
please, do not pose if ur thang is fake
and dear God,
i've been blocking uncles and aunties and chinas and indians from boarding the bus
and beat them to the seats available

so God,
please please forgive me

THOSE BUFFOONS (esp the cina tak mandi step kaya)
DON'T deserve:
your wealth
your kindness
your help

so God, please,
shine them on me

u know i'm right
xoxo

2008-09-16T17:23:00.001+08:00

watched
ada kamu, aku ada
and
apa kata hati
and
anak halal
and
now

I WANA GO HOME!
sudah laperrr banget
oops!

2008-09-15T13:04:00.003+08:00

i wana dance til my tummy got flat
til my calves are solid
til my flabs are non-flab
and til i sweat my armpits off
oooh!

tink its my monday routine now
OFFICIALLY DECLARE
no more monday blues til GG2 is over
yes. watch it.
and i swear, half your day will be gone just like tat

nanz, do cepat2 watch season1 ok
so we can discuss season 2 together!
dee, i wont be the spoiler.
go watch as well.
Ep 2 is out!!!

anyways,
as usual
u noe u can't live w/o me
xoxo

2008-09-12T14:46:00.002+08:00

i realise something,
i'm always looking for a meaning in my life
everywhere except for the place i can find it
right here

2008-09-11T14:50:00.003+08:00

so there's an important highlight
spotted

these girls hitting the club, and having high-profiled lives
yes.
meet the GOG.
season 1
xoxo

2008-09-10T14:39:00.002+08:00

sememangnya hari ini
kengkawan aku sedang asyik dilamun asmara
tink its my new tagline la luvs
semangat cinta kebabian selamanya
merdeka!

so, tat's still not wat I wana blog about
let me see

readddy.. GO!

List of things on my mind
-wic can be not so important at all, but who cares
go gym and excersie for the next ONE solid year
go for facial
learn to cook *mintak ampunn
try to blog better crappier entries
get new bags and i mean lotsa them
shoes are a must
get myself more focused in keeping fit
cut down on KFC and LJS cheese aarhhhh im gona miss u guys
organize my leave and take more MCs if need to
spread more love to bf and try not to ramas his mouth tat much
ahuh not anymore ok
change a new hp maybe? iPhones suck
get my Left-Right correct
remember my GFs birthdates and if possible their blood type
and i will add more to this impromptu list wenever watever

My soon-to-be-kancheong list
colour of the curtains
colour of my dulangs
colour of my dais
colour of my nails
colour of my hair and my eyes
colour of my shoes
ooouhhh!
wat else...
colour of his curtains
colour of his dulangs
colour of his dais
so im officially repeating wats mine

u noe im so kanchoeng
xoxo

2008-09-09T16:07:00.003+08:00

after reading umpteens of blogs i feel that i should blog more
i mean, why in the world i stopped?
like i told gf before,
i will start to blog once there's a meaning in my life
and i tink that's so lame

mebe coz sometimes wen i blog, i wonder, who the hell read?
mebe there's u or u out there,
my mysterious anonymous gundu blog reader
but im just not convinced.
aku rasa aku insecured lar
wth!

ok ok, out with the truth, which i tink shud be la
i tot i wana blog once im starting my wedding preps
but wen will that day be??
sumpah tgn gatal nak blog at times! aahhhhrrr

..... and bf calls me! yay
brb

.
.
.
1 min

.
.
1.5min
.
.
.
and still on the phone
.
.
.
so back (after i think 2mins?)

seriously, i dunno wat the hell bf is talking about
his werkplace reception? SUCK
betol. dun werk at keppel.
later kucing mati last minute pun tak tau coz hp cannot get thru.
that's wat i always tell him
nanti i beranak mcm maner? takde reception nak kol u
and he said, u dun need me, u need the doctor
which is so-the-true lar , pandai jugak dia
but bcoz i slapped his shoulder for being stupid
he said, kalau da nak time, i won't work, stay by ur side always
and wen in the ops room, i will breathe together with u,
and squeese my hand til putus pun takpe

touching kan? yahhhhh
it was. it's still is.

and he just have to add his finishing touches
BUT, the doctor who looks at ur V will be a WOMAN!

arrhhh sheeesh!

watever it is,
i still love you d

2008-09-09T11:04:00.005+08:00

... the letter
with his and my name on it
oooh!
i was anxious
but.. it was just an acknowledgement letter
boooo! spoiler

*gaining composure*
coz i sure sit and talk like a minah now
ehem
Restart!

SEX fantasy.
let's share? or too shy to speak?
i don't. and I bet a few other ladies won't too.
well ladies, we do share a whole bunch yes?
and i am so psyched to do it.. eventually.
don't you?
let's colour the guys RED!

xoxo

What's hot: Get B and Chuck's looks

so ladies, dress ur men like him
if you think he's $worthy of course
coz he's Chuck Bass

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i told them, I dunwan to fast, bole tak?
hmm, sounds so kiddish
the wee hrs chilled green tea plus warm water is not a good combi
yes? no?
tekak aku panas dan gatellll

2008-09-08T14:46:00.002+08:00

first my sleeve, then skipped to my right fingers
and leaped to my nose

oh u blardy blardy BIG SLIM RED ant!

welcome back me

2008-09-08T11:58:00.004+08:00

spotted!
a corny girl all dressed in flowers and yellow sundress, and
at the corner of the office table, here I am, back again.
will it be for good?
We shall see, or maybe I shall see..

Have you been good?
I did, or let me see.. maybe, slightly, suck at it
let's pour all the juiciest secrets together
go on, don't be shy,
I know I won't
so watch out luvs,
I'm back and I will be and get real
til then, be good..

Worth talking about: Gossip Girl Season 2
watch it or be screwed
coz GG2 is back for more mac'n'cheesy gossips
have more of S and B
and Nate, Dan and because I'm Chuck Bass

watch out guys, coz GG is back daunting on you

2008-06-04T14:08:00.000+08:00

my rants and whines and all happy tots will soon unveil.
so.. ladies and gentlemen (if any),
please stay tuned.

2008-01-03T18:31:00.000+08:00

i tink kan
i wana stop blogging la..
at least in here..
and just move to Multiply
since all my cutesy pics are there

wat say u ppl..?

anihoos..
haha! da lama tak use tat word
anihoos
anihoos
Happy New 2008!

2007-12-18T09:54:00.000+08:00

ok ok luvs..
thanks fer all the concern and msgs
aniwaes..
i am good
i am fine
its just the case of bad period in a relationship cycle
like roller-coaster mahh
erm, bf has been bad
hah! he's so gona kill me
but hey,
just like i told shasha
i wana detach myself from him lor
dunwan to be too clingy
or watever it is
coz..

I'm a Survivor!
I will survive..
heyy yeah!

2007-12-15T01:08:00.000+08:00

Heavy breaths,

Puffy eyes,

Inconstant heartbeat,

In total acute depression

Sanity is at its lowest

Pride washed away.. disappeared

Brain wrecked, blood goes berserk

I am in total disarray

I am confiding to insanity day by day

I am suffering..

Lost hope in you.. and the reason is you

Lost my level of unlimited patience.. and the reason is you

As much I love, as much I need you.. I hate you.. and the reason is you

The silent bit-by-bit killer to my love

My undying sane-love all this while

And the reason is you..

And the killer is you..

And I hate you..

I really do

2007-12-06T17:59:00.000+08:00

is tis the break-up month?
well, i noe of one..
and if ure reading tis, yes im referring to you

hey, is tat the guy u've described to be in person?
oh my oh my.. shocking yah
it sure does hurt a lot to be cheated again
and lied to again and again
forsaking ur pride along the way is inevitable
and gees girl, tats wat happened to me 3 yrs ago
and boy, I felt utterly ashamed and stupid to be fooled by a guy

we are smart, sophisticated and sassy individuals
despite all tat given factors, we just can't help it wen we're in love
someone shud kill tat person who created "U'll be blinded by love"
bodoh betol!
haah

thankful enuf we've ended the game
and boys! hear tis..
WE END THE GAME SO.. SKOOT OFF LOSERS!

it feels good yah.. well, i did.. until now
the ONE will come to u darl.
be strong, party hard, be merry..
coz no one can determine ur happypath except urself

-game over-

2007-12-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

and it just ain't right.
and i hate how much i love you boy
but i just can't let you go..

super addicted to tat now

well boy, u do have a spell on me
forever and ever
wahhh... im grossing myself out

yeah!

he said he will bring me up thr
he said i will be OK
I said i will faint..

2007-12-04T13:17:00.000+08:00

shoes checked
blisters checked
terribly chipped off nail checked
little toe bone protruding checked
limping all around the office checked

wat else do i need to say..

my little limpiest footie is sick!

hah

2007-11-27T16:01:00.000+08:00

"What is a kiss? Why this, as some approve:
The sure, sweet cement, glue, and lime of love."
...Robert Herrick

2007-11-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

uurgh!
yes.. read my lips people
M.A.D

aniwaes,
will update soon on my going-ons soon
well, wen i managed to upload my pics tat it
yay!

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If you think that you are too short or too tall,
think about it it like this:
Short people are envious of tall people;
and tall people are envious of short people.
You are beautiful - height doesn't matter

2007-11-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

read this
if ure smart
hah!

Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde uinervtisy,
it deosn't mttaer waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are,
the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteres
are at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a tatol mses and you
can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do
not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe.

i can.. can u?

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Go dancing down by the riverfront, lake, or ocean
with a small radio and dance
until the sun goes down

2007-11-14T12:39:00.000+08:00

Take a tablecloth,
silverware and candlestick
and eat at McDonald's

wud anione do tat?
hmm..

2007-11-13T17:20:00.000+08:00

An idea to ask someone on a date
Make a large message with sidewalk chalk on his/her street.
Draw a path and put a word about every 25 feet.
Call and ask them to take a walk outside and follow the path.
Use your best voice disguise.

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aniwaes,
i got this funny tingly feeling when i was watching Legally Blonde 2
in the office.. oops!
and, well, Im so inspired to be like Elle
from a total sorority blonde sister to a Congressman
wow right?
well, of coz I don't want to dream far to Congressman level
but, hmm.. letme see,
a woman who speaks her voice to everything?
yeah! tats it!
i wana be tat

woohoo~

2007-11-12T11:06:00.000+08:00

1st and foremost..
Happy happy Birthday NanZ!!
and Ewok,
and Yatz Baby,
and Adek,
and all Dha's sisters! (gasak la.. aku tak pass..)
and Cik Ana,
and Cik Ani,
and Aziana,
and Shulei,
and Weiliang,
and Jane,
and of coz.. Hisyam... oops!

all goodwill and joyous returns for all!
well, obviously more of it goes to my Nanz!
*wink*

and elin baby..
im soo sorry i read ur msg late!
and i mean it.. real L-A-T-E
alamak.. terok betol..
dha, make up for ur carousel ok!
tunggu bonus akak dulu yah..

and Abg Ryan,
its so great to see you tat day
and i tot there's tis mat whu sat on his bike
trying to call me despite im with bf
oops!
sorry Ryan =p

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stumbled upon a particular entry
and it caught me..
love is always there, its up to you to put anyone in it
ain't that deep?
hah!

ok ok next one,
Relationship is experience..
is tat true?
well well.. relationship is an agreement to me
for you and me to be together
be it gona last or not.
rite?

ok.. next take,
appearance wins over the eyes,
but personality wins over the heart.
ahh.. tis sounds better..
aint it?
well, i got it from a fren..
thanks Lauren!
and pls.. do multiply more..
coz im gona haunt ur pix!

well.. tats all for today's entry..
been into different mood quotes lately
so, enjoy..
more to come luvs!

"Men always want to be a woman's first love.
Women like to be a man's last romance".
... Oscar Wilde

seriously, aku tak faham ni quote..
haha

2007-11-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

big big shoutout to my dearest luvly

Happy Happy Birthday
DHA

like I've said,

a year older,
a year wiser,
a year cuter,
a year more spendthrift,
a year more cute boys,
a year more clubs,
a year for you to find a boyfie!

hahs

2007-11-09T09:52:00.000+08:00

u noe wat..?
i dun have the slightest idea that this
Best Asian Blog 2007 competition exist
i mean.. since when..?
anyone has the slightest clue to that?
enlighten me..

but aniwaes, the main subject today is not my curiosity
... im just promoting my colleague's blog
hers was nominated out of 4000 blogs in Asia
why mine wasn't nominated?
and who the heck did the nominations nie...???!
aniwaes, side track... oops
ok, so hers was nominated,
checked the poll, and hers has the highest vote standing
congrats marina!! yay!
and well, in case u luvs wana have a taste of her daily dose
click on Missy Marina, on my blog list of coz
and read and digest and inspired

and a video in her blog caught my interest
its a real-live show of TAA bikers on the road

check it out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDtIDlmHzWo

look at all the pakcik goldwingers.!
so impressive... so charitable people..
good job for your good deed uncles!
yay

can imagine myself wen im old,
riding on bf's bike for charity purposes..
hmmm.. as if!

2007-11-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

i was telling my colleagues abt my maid's fate
and well, wat can I say..
SHE DESERVE EVERY SINGLE BIT THAT SHE'S FACING NOW
nyahhahahaha..

Im not evil.. well partially,
but guys if u get to unveil her dark side,
u'll agree with me..
like totally..

just like my bf said before,
"treat her like a family, dun be harsh on her"..
or
"u must be a fren to her, and talk to her.."
well, being dengar cakap, i did
and boy ure sooo wrong sayang..!
hahaha!

well, i truly had my last laugh..
satisfying one too

soo... to you, ex-maid
padan muka kao...!
woohooo~

aniwaes, Happy Deepavali !
hugs

2007-11-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

luvvies..
try tis out..
syiok.. fun.. skanky

http://www.sta.nus.edu.sg/~zhangjt/life/lovegame.html

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aniwaes,
Happy Deepavali soon-to-come
dey!.. Mumbai...

toodless

2007-11-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

something good for all to read
its lengthy tho, but worth ur time..
trust me

5 Stupid Things You Said to Her -
And What You Should Have Done Instead

Stupid thing you said to her #5:

“I don’t like that outfit” or “You aren’t going to wear that, are you?”

We know, we know; she says it to you all the time. But women are wired much differently than men. You spend thirty seconds looking for something to wear because your only real concern is that it’s clean (sometimes optional) and that it matches (almost always optional).

But she spends hours agonizing over each and every piece and accessory. She agonizes over whether the blue top accentuates her features better than the red top. And you don’t even want to know what goes on in her mind concerning her makeup and hair.

What you should have done instead #5:

Remember that the planning that went into her outfit for that occasion probably rivals the amount of effort you put into picking out your car’s stereo. If anyone questioned your decision, you’d defend it by offering exactly what features and options made that stereo the best choice.

Since she already knows that you’re a moron about women’s clothes and would never understand the reasoning behind her decision, there’s no point in defending her decision to you. It’s just outright infuriating.

If she does wear something that you absolutely hate, then you can tactfully say something about it after the fact. Tell her how much you love to see her in another kind of outfit. The positive reinforcement will net you so much more than negativity any day.

Stupid thing you said to her #4:

“She’s sexy” or “Let’s have a threesome!”

While you may not associate these two statements as being on the same tier of stupidity, when she hears them both as, “You’re not enough for me.” All you have to do in order to figure out how she may feel is to imagine her saying either one back at you. Now multiply your distaste for that times 100 and you may be getting close to how much she dislikes you at that point in time.

What you should have done instead #4:

It may seem like a chore to you sometimes, but it always pays of big in the end when you constantly assure her that she’s beautiful, sexy, smart, etc. and that she’s the only girl for you. Even when she tells you that she wants your honest opinion on how hot her friend is or how sexy you think that actress is, always play the other lady down and her up. (“She’s pretty but she doesn’t have your eyes!”) This way you can be honest and still ensure she’s happy.

Just don’t go overboard and say…

Stupid thing you said to her #3:

“I don’t deserve you.” or “You deserve better than me.”

No matter how true it may be, by telling her that she is out of your league only reinforces what she already knows about you – that’s she’s out of your league. Trust us; she already knows that she can have a far better guy than you. But apparently she sees something in you that overrides all of the bad baggage you carry. It may be your humor, your charm, or something else that almost no one else would care enough about to put up with you for.

What you should have done instead #3:

Whatever you do, don’t ever ask her what it is that keeps her with your sorry self. Making her think too much about why she’s with you will only give her an opportunity to find reasons to dump you. Women need a confident man to reassure their own insecurities, not a sniveling baby that needs their constant reassurance. Which are you?

Stupid thing you said to her #2:

“Are you on the rag?” or “Are you acting like this because of PMS?”

So she’s all flustered and pissed off about something that, in your eyes, is really no big deal. But apparently it is to her. So when she keeps ranting for what seems like hours and it’s driving you up the wall, you break out with this smooth line.

And the look you get as soon as it comes out of your mouth makes you instantly regret it. Good. Now, maybe you’ll think first. Her previous rant that could have easily been contained has now exploded into a full-blown tantrum.

What you should have done instead #2:

How about shut the hell up, for starters? Sometimes women just want to vent and have someone listen. Think about the last time you were so pissed off that you just wanted to punch something to feel better. Yeah, it’s kind of like that.

As frustrating as it may be to do sometimes, your best bet is to ask her exactly what the problem is and then (this may be incredibly difficult) shut up and listen. If it’s something you did that upset her, wait until she’s done, acknowledge your mistake, and calmly offer your plan to fix things. If she’s all bent out of shape over something else (a bitchy co-worker, her stupid best friend, she misses ‘Friends’) then all you have to do is listen without making any attempt to offer a solution and console her.

Stupid thing you said to her #1:

“Did you cum?” or “Was it good for you?”

What kind of a stupid asshole are you? If actions speak louder than words then they sure as hell scream furiously over stupid questions like that. Instead of pestering her with lame questions how about spending some time actually learning how to turn her on and do the deed so you don’t have to ask?

What you should have done instead #1:

There are different kinds of sex for different occasions. Learn what they are, the differences between them, and how to blow her mind no matter which one is appropriate at the time.

But you won’t actually go out and do that so we’ve taken the time to list a few pointers below:

First, there’s the sweet, romance-movie/Valentine’s Day sex where you need to be gentle and mushy. This is where you use a ton of foreplay, looking directly in her eyes, and whispering “sweet nothings” in her ear. Tell her she’s beautiful and make her feel like a goddess wrapped in your arms. And for God’s sake, don’t jackhammer when it comes to actually doing the deed.

Second, there’s the casual sex that happens after you both have gone out for a date, or maybe when you both decided to stay in for the night watching movies. Basically, it’s anything that falls in between “sweet sex” and “hardcore, porno-like” sex. Foreplay is required here, but you don’t have to make a huge deal out of it. Just remember to fondle above the clothes for at least a few minutes before you dive for the goods. Jackhammer sparingly and only when appropriate.

Finally, there’s the hardcore, porno-like sex. Whether it’s a quickie on your lunch break or sex after a fight, this sex involves dirty talk and the removal of all clothing is optional. Jackhammering here is pretty much par for the course.

well ladies, personal liking is #2..

so guys, u wana punch?

we whine and rant and all..

so all's fair in life.

yay!!!